5.16.2006
Marriage
Yeah so I get married in 10 days...uh...crazy. I am so busy, my mind races to all the little details that I must get taken care of before the big event that I dont really think about it much. When I do think about it I dont know what I am supposed to think. I dont know what marriage is like, I cant compare it with anything. I feel like I am trying to prepare for life on mars, and I havent even been there.
All of this to say that I am so excited about this wedding and being married but I have no idea how to really get ready for it. I want to vomit because I am so nervous and jump abound at the same time like a child at christmas because I am so excited.
(I dont know if I would jump around in the vomit or I would step to the side but either way its still a pretty bad mental image)
Cant wait to see all of you at the wedding.
All of this to say that I am so excited about this wedding and being married but I have no idea how to really get ready for it. I want to vomit because I am so nervous and jump abound at the same time like a child at christmas because I am so excited.
(I dont know if I would jump around in the vomit or I would step to the side but either way its still a pretty bad mental image)
Cant wait to see all of you at the wedding.

