pedronegro

what do you do when you want to scream and feel like you have no vocal cords? when you want to throw a chair out your slider and cant even find the stength to get up? when you want to fix somthing and thinking about the problem only makes it worse? you blog and smoke cigarettes, only i quit smoking, so i blog and think about smoking.

if God's character is good, and his quality is goodness then it would be impossible for God to do anything other than good. therefore everything that God does must be for the good, right? . . . or does God allow bad things to happen that have absolutely no good qualities anywhere to anyone?

you think that the slab makes you get all bastardy and emo, check out the view from the mannor balcony. 

i did it. i broke down. on the bright side maybe i will get to talk to all of you more?